Inspiration just rocks.. I write all the time these days, and mainly it turns out well.. really well actually.. I'm going a new direction with my poetry, not on purpose, just going with the flow of my thoughts and it's a quite strange flow.. sometimes it evens scares me a bit.. but what is poetry if not to push your limits..

I think I'm having some kind of inner struggle; my reason won't agree with the rest of me.. and I hate that I can't just ignore my reason, but I guess I wouldn't be me if I could.. I'm just trying to tone down the reason .. fade out the fear.. stop my thoughts before they get in my way.. but still live to be 21.. hopefully..

My inner puzzle is somehow coming together, more and more every day, but the picture it shows me, is of a totally different nature and color than I had ever expected it to be.. it is a scenery so consumed with everything and nothing that mere time and space becomes indifferent shadows of a world no longer belonging to me.. or owning me, maybe...

It won't be able to answer...

I'm going to bed soon, should have been there three hours ago or something.. .. but if I have to work tomorrow I'll just do it while dead inside...

I've had a really brilliant day.. some family and friends visited and we had good food and chai and gaming ..

Tomorrow I'm having two friends over, one of whom I haven't seen in over two years.. so that's gonna be good... really good actually.. hopefully..

I had a really good talk with my mama today.. it was really nice.. there's nothing like mama..

Going to go soon ... have en great time with the boghogs.. please do give me a tinkle if you ever pass by ZZ9 Plural Z Alpha..

Just got home after 12 hours of work.. pretty busted.. still a bit ill... but really happy.. life is just a-okay..

I just got home from 11 days oof holiday i Granada.. just great... with great weather, great beer, great people, great food and a great time...

Right now I'm at my mother's place.. she's gone to bed and I'm sitting with one of my cats on my lap, listning to her snore ..

Right now I think life is rather good.. actually really good.. even though I'm in quite a shabby state concerning money.. as long as I can eat I think I'm gonna live ...

Hope you'll check out my new posts ...

Good night all...

Feeling life at the edges.. end enjoying it ...